Now you can catch a glimpse into Tammy's personal life by reading her diary. Here Tammy shares her personal, daily, private thoughts & activities for all to read:

Dear Diary... 

Monday, August 11th, 2014 -

So sad to hear the news of Robin Williams tragic death today. He was such a funny comedic actor. I grew up watching him in "Mork & Mindy" as a little girl... And laughed my but off watching him in movies like "Good Morning Vietnam" & "Mrs. Doubtfire." :( - Tammy xoxo

Sunday, August 10th, 2014 -

I'm still trying to figure out why they call it "beauty sleep" when in actuality, you look your worst when you first wake up in the morning!!! :( - Tammy xoxo

Wednesday, August 6th, 2014 -

I swear, They need to change the name of facebook to "flirtbook." You can't even jump on facebook for 1-minute without having several perverted men IM'ing you and asking if you want to hook up. REALY, come on guys, has that ever actually worked for you? Have you ever had a girl say "sure." :( - Tammy xoxo

Tuesday, August 5th, 2014 -

I took Madelynn shopping for school cloths today. She is back to wanting to wear really "girly" cloths again like skirts & dresses! :) - Tammy xoxo

Monday, August 4th, 2014 -

Not a good day today. Someone stole my daughter's bicycle from our driveway either late last night or early this morning. Needles to say, my daughter is heartbroken! :( - Tammy xoxo 

Friday, August 1st, 2014 -

Men will never understand just how joyful it makes us girls feel to unsnap our bra, whip it out through the sleeve of our blouse, and fling it across the room after a long, hectic day of work!!! :) - Tammy xoxo 

Sunday, July 27th, 2014 -

Had a long, but fun, day today in Orlando at the Vans Warped Tour concert! There was a lot of great bands performing, as well as some Hot looking men! lol :) - Tammy xoxo 

Tuesday, July 15th, 2014 -

Madelyn returned home this morning from visiting her grandparents in Jacksonville, Florida. I can always tell how much she missed me after returning home from visiting her grandparents because when she returns home she always voluntarily does house work for me. I was taking a break from doing some cleaning around the house, I laid down on the couch to read a book for awhile and fell asleep. When I woke up about an hour later, my daughter told me that she scrubbed the bathroom sink and cleaned the glass coffee table for me so I wouldn't have to do it. Aaaawww...I have the sweetest daughter! :) - Tammy xoxo

Wednesday, July 9th, 2014 -

Whoever said that raising a girl is easier then raising a boy, must have never raised a girl! Since my daughter is out of town visiting my ex in-laws, I decided to take this opportunity to clean out her room. HOLY CRAP!!! Cleaning out her room is like going out on an archaeological dig! I feel like Indiana Jones, OK, maybe more like Laura Croft actually... I'm always amazed at what I find hidden in there... and there always seams to be a surprise awaiting me with every new discovery!! lol. :( - Tammy xoxo

Thursday, March 27th, 2014 -

The whether has been so overcast and dreary the past 3 days... very un-motivating! Where is the beautiful, warm Florida sun?! :( - Tammy xoxo 

Monday, March 24th, 2014 -

So sad tonight, Madelyn will be leaving tomorrow afternoon to go visit her Grandparents for spring break... I'm gonna miss her sooooooooo much! :( - Tammy xoxo 

Friday, January 3rd, 2014 -

So I moved into my new place today.... UGH! I hate unpacking! At least Madelyn comes home tomorrow night after visiting her Grandparents... I hope she likes our new home! - Tammy xoxo 

Tuesday, December 3rd, 2013 -

Ugh, my body aches! I took my daughter rollerskating yesterday. I take her once, maybe twice a year. I used to roller skate like 3 times a week when I was a kid, but now that I am older..... my poor body just can't handle it anymore! - Tammy xoxo

Monday, December 2nd, 2013 -

I received a private facebook message from an ex-girlfriend of mine who I haven't seen or spoken with in about a year. She asked me if I wanted to come over and say "Hello". It's always strange when an ex contacts you for no apparent reason out of the clear blue! Should I contact her back? Hhhhmmmm, decisions, decisions!!!! - Tammy xoxo  

Sunday, December 1st, 2013 -

OMG... just found out I became the #1 Most Read Examiner Columnist in the GLBTQ Culture category today. I have the BEST fans!!! It feels so good to know that people want to know what is going on in the Transgender community, regardless of whether or not they are transgender themselves!!! :)

I also just found out that I appear in a book that was published this year. The book is called "About Whoever: The Social Imprint on Identity and Orientation" by author Karen Sinclair. The book was published on January 30th of this year and mentions me in it, qhoting a passege from one of my articles about Transgender Reassignment Surgery... how awesome is that!!! :) - Tammy xoxo

Saturday, November 30th, 2013 -

I'm back!!!! I published my first article in 9 months in my column today. I hated being on hiatus from the Examiner! It feels sooooo good to be back writing again! I'm so happy!!! :) - Tammy xoxo

Friday, November 29th, 2013 -

Once again I didn't have to cook Thanksgiving Dinner... WoooHooo!!! Madelynn and I were invited to her teacher's home for Thanksgiving dinner this year...omg, can you say diet time?! The food was sooooo good, her teacher is such an awesome cook, but I know I will need to go on a diet to make up for it!!! :( - Tammy xoxo

June 12th, 2013 -

It's a very sad day. I just found out that Chrisie [Edkins] passed away yesterday. I just had spoken with Chrisie a little while ago, right before writing my last article on her regarding her tour. Chrisie was not only a talented, beautiful young lady, but she was always so sweet. 33 is way to young to die!!! RIP Chrisie - Tammy xoxo

April 1st, 2013 -

Well, April Fools Day went well for me this year. I opened my front door this morning to go outside and found that someone had left a single red rose in a vase, sitting on my front porch in front of my door. It had no card or note with it, I have no idea who it's from. I guess I have a secret admirer. Who ever it is, I hope he or she is cute! ;)

Also, Today was Madeline's first day back to school after being off for spring break, she wasn't to thrilled about that! - Tammy xoxo

March 31st, 2013 -

Madeline arrived home this afternoon after visiting her grandparents out of town over spring break. She was a little car sick after the long drive so she wasn't all that interested in her Easter basket. I am soooo glad she is back home, I missed her so much!!! - Tammy xoxo

March 30th, 2013 -

I'm so excited... Madeline comes home tomorrow. She has been out of town visiting her grandparents during spring break, and she comes home tomorrow. I missed her sooooo much!!! - Tammy xoxo

Tomorrow is also Easter, I have a feeling the Easter Bunny will have a huge Easter basket filled with all kinds of goodies for Madeline. Hhhhhmmmm, I wonder if the Easter Bunny will bring me anything tomorrow as well? ;) - Tammy xoxo

March 29th, 2013 -

Well, I didn't do the photo shoot out on the beach today like I originally was supposed to do... it was just to cold to be wearing a bikini out on the beach. Instead, we shot some photos indoors.

Also, some where along the way today I lost one of my earrings  It sucks because it was my favorite one too. :( - Tammy xoxo

March 28th, 2013 -

Went out last night to a bar with my BFF. These two guys started flirting with us, and asked if we wanted to shoot a game of pool. Though we ended up winning, the guys turned out to be real jerks! Then again, they were much younger then us anyway... Guess I should have expected them not to know how to be gentlemen!!!

Unfortunately, as the night went on, my BFF had too much to drink (like always) and just started embarrassing herself (and me) by the end of the night. Don't get me wrong, I love my BFF, but she routinely drinks too much whenever we go out, then likes to start grabbing strange women's breasts and asking them to take their tops off. One time she unknowingly smacked the ass of a woman who wound up to be the daughter of the restaurant owner where we were.... She got us kicked out for that one. She always jokes around that I am her "Damage Control  ... she gets herself in trouble when we go out, and I have to fix it. :(

So anyway, I finally got her to leave the bar last night, and that's when the tears started to fall. When she gets drunk she gets extremely emotional and starts crying about her fiance. Like always, by the time I dropped her off at her place and then got home myself and crawled into bed, I was drained!!!

On another note, I am supposed to do a promotional photo shoot tomorrow out on the beach, wearing just a bikini. Uuummm, if it doesn't warm up any, the shoot will either have to be moved in doors, or I ain't doin' it!!! :( - Tammy, xoxo

March 27th, 2013 -

OMG... Really?!  What happened to spring? It's colder tonight then it's been for most of the winter!!! I guess i will just crawl into bed with a glass of wine and a good book and try to stay warm! :) - Tammy xoxo

March 26th, 2013 -

OMG, I am so ready for the warmer summertime weather to arrive! I went outside around 3:30am this morning to let my dog (Zoe) out, and I was freezing!!! Granted, I was only wearing my nightgown and slippers, but still... This is Florida isn't it?! Besides, I wanna break out my summer wardrobe anyway...lol. - Tammy xoxo

March 25th, 2013 -

I have the best fans!!! Whenever I read some of the "Hate Mail" that I receive once in awhile, all I have to do is read some of my fan mail that I receive & it makes me feel soooo much better. I wish there was a way I could show my fans just how much I appreciate them, and appreciate their loyalty in reading my column. - Tammy xoxo

March 24th, 2013 -

Went out to a bar to listen to some live music with some good friends of mine.... I love the music scene here in Tampa Bay!!! - Tammy, xoxo

March 23rd, 2013 -

Madeline left today to go visit her Grandparents for spring break... I miss her already!!! :( - Tammy xoxo

March 22nd, 2013 -

I Spent some alone time with Madeline today, before she leaves tommorrow to go visit her Grandparents for a week.- Tammy xoxo

March 20th, 2013 -

Went to my BFF's house tonight for dinner... Spaghetti, yummy!!! :) - Tammy xoxo

March 19th, 2013 -

I've feeling a little depressed all day today. Why is it that I can't find a boyfriend or a girlfriend that will last? What the Hell am I doing wrong? :( - Tammy xoxo

March 15th, 2013 -

I took Madeline to her school carnival today. She had soooo much fun, she always does though. We spent 2 1/2 hours at the carnival, yet all she wanted to do the entire time was go on the inflatable slides & bounce houses. - Tammy xoxo

March 9th, 2013 -

I decided to have a lazy day today and do absalutely nothing but lay around the house. It felt great!!! lol. - Tammy xoxo

March 8th, 2012 -

While I was driving Madeline to school this morning I got a flat tire. I have the worst luck with tires, I swear!!! I really need a boyfriend to take care of the maintanance on my car. I am just not mechanicaly inclined!!! :( - Tammy xoxo

February 25th, 2013 -

Reading the hate mail I received regarding my article I published yesterday... gotta love it...lol. - Tammy xoxo

February 24th, 2013 -

I'm soooo bored! I know I should be working or cleaning house, but I just can't get motivated today for some reason. :( - Tammy xoxo

February 8th, 2013 -

Went to the beach today with my ex & her daughter, and I got to wear my new bikini as well. :)  - Tammy xoxo

January 27th, 2013 -

My baby girl turned 9 years old today. I can't believe she is 9 already. It seems just like yesterday when she used to fall asleep while laying on my chest.... I miss that. :( - Tammy xoxo

January 1st, 2013 -

I went out with some friends last night to celebrate the new year. I had a fun night, even though I had to deal with some drunk idiot who thought he was an expert on everything in the world!!! He ended up making an ass out of himself while I sat back and laughed at his drunken stupidity...lol. - Tammy xoxo

December 26th, 2012 -

Spent Christmas at a friends house who lives out of town. Madeline & I had sooooo much fun! My friend had a theamed Christmas party... a rock n' roll Christmas. She had to flat-bed trucks park back-to-back in her back yard (she lives on a ranch out in the boonies) and had a couple of bands performing. We sat around a huge bonfire, listened to some great live music, had a secret Santa/bad gift exchange (I got a set of  tacky thong panties), and ate all kinds of great food. I am gonna have to excercise like crazy for a month in order to lose all the weight I gained!!! - Tammy xoxo

November 11th, 2012 -

Couldn't get motivated to do any work today... wound up spending most of my time sitting at my desk painting my nails & checking my email...lol. - Tammy xoxo

September 12th, 2012 -

WooHoo, it's my Birthday today!!! I decided to have a nice, quiet birthday this year. I spent it at home with Madeline, enjoying a nice home cooked dinner! Much more relaxing then the wild birthday I had last year, that's for sure!!! - Tammy xoxo

July 22nd, 2012 -

Went out on a date last night, my first date since I broke up with my ex-girlfriend back in early March. The date went beautifuly.... this looks promissing, I'm keeping my fingers crossed on this one!!! ;) - Tammy xoxo

July 5th, 2012 -

I went out last night with several friends to celebrate the 4th of July. We went to the beach to watch the fireworks display.... we had a blast... no pun intended... lol. - Tammy xoxo

June 4th, 2012 -

It was laundry day today... God i hate doing laundry! :( - Tammy xoxo

May 24th, 2012 -

WOOHOO... I celebrated my first anniversary today, writing my national, Transgender & Transsexual Issues column for the Examiner. :) - Tammy xoxo

April 15th, 2012 -

I had to miss my friend's (Michelle) wedding yesterday, but I have been in bed with a stomach virus for days though. I have already seen some photos of the wedding though, Michelle looked so beautiful, her wedding gown was gorgeous!!! In a way though, maybe it was a good thing that I wasn't there because my ex-girlfriend was there- Tammy xoxo

March 13th, 2012 -

I broke up with my girlfriend today. I really love her, but I just can't continue on with the jealousy issues she has. When we first started dating I told her that I had once slept with my Best friend years ago. I was just trying to be honest with her, I didn't want there to be any surprises about my past. Besides, It happened long before i ever met her anyways. Ever since i told her the truth, she had been so jealous of my best friend. She believes that I am in love with my best friend, and there is nothing I can do or say to convince her otherwise. It all came to a head last night while we were out together. She wound up walking out on me & causing a scene. Earlier today I told her that I just didn't think it was gonna work out between us. It hurts that I had to end the relationship,  but there is just no other way. She flat out told me that she will always believe that I am in love with my best friend. :( - Tammy xoxo

February 10th, 2012 -

I launched my new transgender dateing website today, Trans-Love, I hope it does well. - Tammy xoxo

December 30th, 2011 -

OMG, I hosted the Bay Area Transgender Society's 4th "Girls Night Out" event at Georgie's Alibi last night. I had such a great time. I met so many new girls. I must admit, I was a little envious of one of them... she was so beautiful, I would kill to have a body like hers!!! She had the most gorgeous Smile I have ever seen as well! :( - Tammy xoxo

December 24th, 2011 -

Madeline & I went out tonight to see all the Christmas lights like we do every year. :) - Tammy xoxo

December 12th, 2011 -

OMG, I baught myself a new nightgown today... it's sooooo pretty!!! :) - Tammy xoxo

November 11th, 2011 -

Went to a friend of mines wedding today. The ceremony & reception was so beautiful & elegant, the bride looked absalutely gorgeous!!! Makes me wonder if I will ever get married again.... only time will tell I guess. :/ - Tammy xoxo

October 30th, 2011 -

I am loving life right now!!!  Everything seemed to go just right for me today for some reason... I ain't complaining...lol. :) - Tammy xoxo

October 19th, 2011 -

Why is it that whenever I am looking for something in my purse I can't seem to find it no matter how hard I look? If I do find it, it's always on the bottom of my purse. But whenever I'm not looking for it, it's right there on top.... AAARRRGGGHHHH!!! - Tammy xoxo

October 4th, 2011 -

OMG!!! I have been sooooo horny, all day today for some reason!!! AAARRRRGGGGHHH!!! - Tammy xoxo

September 9th, 2011 -

I have the best friends anyone could ever ask for!!! They threw me a huge surprise birthday party last night at one of my favorite niteclubs!!!  I received a lap dance from two women at the same time, as well as a lap dance from a man who's left nut sliped out of his bikini underwear while grinding on my leg...yummy!!! ;) The niteclub named a mixed drink after me... though it didn't taste all that great! :( I also got to dance on top of the bar with all my girlfriends  as well. My BFF couldn't seem to keep her top on as the hours went on... but I kept mine on....lol. My BFF got sooooo drunk that as we were leaving to go home she shouted out that she was gonna take me home and have sex with me....lol. The only bad thing that happened at the party was that the local police were hanging out outside, waiting for the party to end. They ended up pulling over three of my friends as they were driviving away and arrested all three of them for DUI! :( - Tammy xoxo

May 24th, 2011 -

WOOHOO... It's official, I am the new National, Transgender & Transsexual Issues columnist for the Examiner. The column's former writer resigned awhile back, so I applied for the job. I will be publishing my first article later today!!! :) - Tammy xoxo

May 19th, 2011 -

AAARRRRGGGGHHH, my computer monitor decided to die on me today, had to rush out and buy a new one. Heaven forbid I go without the internet for too long...lol. How the Hell did I survive without it before it was invinted? Besides, it's hard to work when you rely on the computer to do your work. I love my new monitor though, it's much bigger then the old 1 I had!!!! :) - Tammy xoxo

May 14th, 2011 -

I had a little too much wine last night... had a major hangover this morning!!! :( - Tammy xoxo

May 13th, 2011 -

Fell asleep last night on my sofa while watching "Bed of Roses" (I love Christian Slater!!!) and woke up this morning with my neck killing me! I hope it feels better by tonight, I'm supposed to go out with some friends to a night club for some drinks & dancing!!! :) - Tammy xoxo

April 4th, 2011 -

I went out with some friends to a benefit concert last night... we had a blast!!! We took some funny pictures, there is one photo of my friend molesting a statue of a zombie butler... don't ask...lol. - Tammy xoxo

January 1st, 2011 -

OMG, I went out for New Years Eve last night, and can you believe that someone stole my camera!!! I just hope there was nothing on my camera that was embarising!!! :( - Tammy xoxo

June 27th, 2010 -

I had such a fun night last night while I was hosting the first "Girl's Night Out" event at the Flamingo Resort. I met up with a friend of mine and we went together. I got so many compliments on my dress, Some guy actually pinched my ass while he was walking by me. What's bad is that he had his girlfriend on his arm while he did it!!! What a douche bag!!! For the last hour of the event, I had some guy flirting with me, he seemed so sweet. He looked like a sad little puppy dog when I gave him a kiss on the cheek & told him that I had to leave. I kind of felt bad for him because you could tell he wanted to ask me for my number, but he was too shy to ask me for it... lol. Oh well, his loss... lol. - Tammy xoxo

June 19th, 2010 -

Madeline earned her very first belt (White) in Karate class today. She's so adorable, she takes her class so seriously. - Tammy xoxo

June 8th, 2010 -

I'm feeling soooo naughty today!!! ;) - Tammy xoxo

June 5th, 2010 -

I took Madeline fishing today. I hate fishing, it's so boring... besides, i don't eat fish. She had never been fishing before and has always wanted to do it so I took her. She had fun, and that's all that matters. - Tammy xoxo

April 27th, 2010 -

AAAARRRGGGHHHH, my merchandise website is down today. :( - Tammy xoxo

April 24th, 2010 -

Laundry day was today, I sooooo need a maid... preferably 1 in a french maid's outfit...lol. Then again, I would settle for a sexy house-boy to do my house work as well...lol. ;) - Tammy xoxo

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